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Re: [cycling2work] addicted 2 porn - trying to get free

Post by cycling2work » Tue Mar 29, 2016 1:52 pm

happy & horny

This time round it works really well again...
Last O (or half O or ruined or accidental) was 11 days ago and my wife is back to daily teasing. She usually just plays with my balls.

On Thursday I came home and was extremely horny. Thought I would play with her wand. First time ever for some serious play. It took less then 5 minutes and I knew I was close, the original idea was just to edge but I wanted to see what it feels like to cum in the cage. Quite a lot of sperm dripped out but thankfully I didn't lose my hornyness so perhaps it is true that coming in the cage without a real hard on is only like a ruined orgasm. The next morning I was at it again but this time only wanted to edge. She probably suspected something as she asked what I am doing in the bathroom again. I told her the truth and she said she will need to punish me for that. I begged her not to take any "pleasing time" away from me as I was honest and forthcoming and she agreed.

In the evening she squeezed and hit my balls over and over again and didn't allow me to touch her. I kind of liked it but was always scared for the harder and bigger hits of which she applied some. That was definitely a punishment but thankfully she didn't apply extreme force so there were no tears and I was able to maintain the erection. I do not feel proud of what I did.

She now knows that I want her to force me to clean her after I come inside her and she agreed to do it. Not sure if it will be next time I come inside her or sometime in the near future. Definitely going well for me but also for her as I am very attentive and constantly horny.

Out of the blue when we were lying in bed and she was playing with my balls she told me. Oh I love being in control. :D

Stats:
Last O: 11 days
Last ruined O: 4 days

PS: For those of you curious what can be done in a MCN Contender, cycled 50k yesterday and had a 10k running race 10 days ago. All of it locked. No disturbance :)
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Re: [cycling2work] addicted 2 porn - trying to get free

Post by Bird in a Cage » Tue Mar 29, 2016 6:40 pm

cycling2work wrote:
PS: For those of you curious what can be done in a MCN Contender, cycled 50k yesterday and had a 10k running race 10 days ago. All of it locked. No disturbance :)

Great journey. Thanks for deciding not to quit.

I do have an off-topic question about your post-script: Do you worry about your safety if you have an accident or dump the bike? I have a similar experience with comfort while on my trainer, but am leery going out on the road. I've had too many friends get into some serious scrapes (though none of those scrapes were ever between their legs). Do you have concerns with this, or am I just being overly paranoid?
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Re: [cycling2work] addicted 2 porn - trying to get free

Post by cycling2work » Wed Mar 30, 2016 8:08 am

hey bird... thanks for reading and for chiming in..
Great journey. Thanks for deciding not to quit.


I do have an off-topic question about your post-script: Do you worry about your safety if you have an accident or dump the bike? I have a similar experience with comfort while on my trainer, but am leery going out on the road. I've had too many friends get into some serious scrapes (though none of those scrapes were ever between their legs). Do you have concerns with this, or am I just being overly paranoid?
oh yes, i am scared :? But decided to take the risk. The 50k ride was up a mountain. I asked my wife if I should leave it at home for safety. Her response was if it was dangerous. I thought I wouldn't go in to my fears otherwise I would have to leave it off every day to work and that doesn't work for a "weak" person like me. So I put the topic off and said nope - not dangerous and I am glad I did.
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Post by Bird in a Cage » Wed Mar 30, 2016 10:46 am

Thanks for your input. I'm a "fair-weather" cyclist for outdoor riding, and this hasn't come up yet for me, but spring is rapidly approaching in the American NW.

I won't interrupt your Journey posts anymore, but anxiously look forward to your future experiences.
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Post by slave d » Thu Mar 31, 2016 9:58 pm

i too have a porn obsession but MsM has decided to end it:

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Post by cycling2work » Fri Apr 01, 2016 1:52 pm

my wife is on board since the beginning and she is greatly enjoying to having me in better moods. However in the past days and weeks she started talking about "loving the control" she has over me and today i got the following whatsapp (translated in to english by me)
I love you "first name, last name". (she does not usually call me by my full name)
You need to know that I am profoundly in love of you. Every night you make me feel special, you make my body tremor and it doesnt mater how tired you are your arms are always open for me awaiting me. Thank you so much dear Husband I love you with all my heart.
On a side note. Had a bad a nasty bike crash yesterday due to a mix of water and oil on the street. I ended up in emergency with a broken thumb and a lot of burnt skin. Thankfully no problems with my balls or cage. Didn't have a key but nobody wanted to inspect me down there. My wife punished me at night for not taking care as she told me to do. But I loved the punishment (slapped me on my balls)

14 days since last O. Ready but not begging. Can easily wait up to 2 weeks more.
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Post by cycling2work » Fri Apr 22, 2016 1:33 pm

awesome cycle :)

so yesterday was O. day :D

It was an interesting cycle. I was getting horny pretty soon after my last O. or perhaps ruined O. After about 2 weeks both my Wife and me developed some kind of fungus that kept us itchy and far away from sex.

I will describe it in detail in case of any of you likeminded people gets anything similar. So my dick would start itching and i didn't think too much of it but after 24 hours of itching it got a lot. Apart from the itching the penis felt a lot bigger than usual. It wanted to explode towards the end of the cage but also the width of my penis was a lot bigger. When I took the cage of I saw the white stuff and the red spots, also I saw how brutally swollen my penis was.

I took the decision to take the cage of. It staid off for 2 weeks. In these two weeks I couldn't stop touching myself and playing with myself. Involving my hands and my wifes wand. But I never came from this. I edged and edged, sometimes sperm would drip out and then I would ask myself. Oh damn was that a full orgasm, then I would start again, get an instant errection and put it off as a ruined Orgasm. Not proud of it however on the positive side everytime I did it myself I thought either about my wife or stuff I wanted to do with my wife. I didn't need porn to do it.

About a week ago I was healed and put back on the cage. I died for it - and was happy - I was touching and playing too much and I also told my lovely wife about it. Once the cage went back on my mind was in a different mode and I was good again.

My Mom in Law is with us for 3 months (!!!! :shock: ) and I don't really love her to bits and pieces :lol: so when I agreed to that i told my wife - I will do my best to be the nicest possible son in law but i want something in return. When she asked me what that was i told her she needed to force me to clean her after sex. Since it is clear this is going to happen I am extra horny and extra excited.

Yesterday was "play day" and she allowed me to cum after a long time of abstinence and I was expecting her to demand me tl clean her with my tongue but this didn't happen. I was excited because the o. felt amazing and asked her today if it was off the table and she told me "hell no"! So she is playing with my mind which I find very exciting!

So long

Time since last O.
1 day
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Post by cycling2work » Mon Apr 25, 2016 12:36 pm

what i forgot to mention was that i wasn't grumpy despite playing with myself so often - seems the "no orgasm even though self pleasing" is o.k.

However, I was exhausted after 10 days outside of the cage and extremely happy to go back in so that i could no longer touch myself. Seems I did have a little bit (not too dramatic) of post orgasm blues after the O I had on the 21st

Oh yeah - and most importantly.
My wife is fully in to punishing me by hurting my balls. So when it's "play time" she ask me if I was good and I get all tensed up. She remembers stuff that I don't even know pissed her off and she hurts me by squeezing and hitting my balls. Its real pain and in the moment I wish it to stop but it isn't extreme pain and I kind of like it (phunishment I guess). I am all tensed up when she does it as some of the hits really hurt. It is fascinating but hard to describe.

Yesterday she called me out in front of my mother in law. She said:
Be nice or we will deal with it this evening. You know I don't forget
In FRONT OF HER MUM..! Oh boy.....
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Post by cycling2work » Wed Apr 27, 2016 7:46 am

I was grumpy and we had arguments on both Sunday and Monday night. So much that we didn't play... :cry:
I believe it has something to do with the Orgasm I had and perhaps also because I have been taking in a lot of Tumblr in the past week - that is going out now.

Yesterday was great, when she played with me in the evening she fell asleep. That wasn't much play but once she slept the first thing I did is put the cage back on so there was no temptation.

We woke up in the middle of the night and when she told me she couldn't sleep I asked her if she wanted to play and play we did. She hit and squeezed my balls like she always does lately but I like that - it was pain level 2 or 3 so real fun for me and rubbed my penis. After a short while she took off her pants and got in position to ride me. She said.
After your last orgasm you were grumpy and nasty so your first part of the punishment is that you are not cumming. You tell me when you are close, o.k?
That felt hot right there. I asked what the second part of the punishment was and she told me "You will see"

We started this Journey end of Oktober 2015 it feels so far away and we have come so far. I love my wife more than ever and she starts to understand what influences my mood. I worked hard yesterday to be a very good and happy boy so I get to play again and I will log out of Tumblr and remove the password from my password manager (lastpass).

So long.
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Post by cycling2work » Wed May 04, 2016 10:11 am

There should be a longer update coming soon. Not looked at Tumblr since my last post. Not played with myself in a while. Yesterday I started hitting my balls. Seems I discovered something new. Before Chastity I was not in to CBT.

Not had too much action with my wife because we had a big difference of opinions and I wasn't looking for any teasing or sex as I was too upset. It has to do with my mother in law. Not easy. My wife neither wanted any action. All settled now. I am very horny. Also itching to watch porn but staying strong.

Started fantasizing about visiting a pro domme but want to push that fantasy down. Love my wife and want to experiment with her. Won't tell her about this thought.

Today I will offer my ass for spanking and will tell her that I have been bad and she should hit me as hard as she can so that we can start fresh. Wondering if she will do so I sure as hell deserve a good beating (no Funishment but real punishment). We will be seperated for 8 days afterwards.
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