Re: [ Kept4her ] My journey into chastity.
Posted: Wed Nov 27, 2019 5:01 pm
Well last night was a bit different and interesting at the same time. Many times I have given her a massage before we start, specially since she has been preparing for Thanksgiving.
Once done, the twist began. She asked for her earbuds and tablet, thinking she wasn't ready I was a bit let down. She then told me I could proceed. I orally took care of her and slid up to see if there might be anything else. One kiss and she said, "I will let you get to sleep because I know you toss around before you fall asleep". She dressed and went to the living room to watch TV.
I have never asked for attention, but I was hoping for some since the of the new change and year "test". None was given. This was a mental challenge for me. It took 2 hours for me to fall asleep. Thoughts were dancing in my head. I wanted this, and asked for it. I told her I did not expect anything and it was up to her. The short time I have been in seems different than any before. Will it be this way the whole year? When I get to use the strap on for her, will it be the same?
As I relaxed and my sexual frustration lowered, I was happy, knowing I wanted this. I know my mental state and sexual state will be a roller coaster this year. It will be interesting to read back at the end of the year and also see where things end up.
Once done, the twist began. She asked for her earbuds and tablet, thinking she wasn't ready I was a bit let down. She then told me I could proceed. I orally took care of her and slid up to see if there might be anything else. One kiss and she said, "I will let you get to sleep because I know you toss around before you fall asleep". She dressed and went to the living room to watch TV.
I have never asked for attention, but I was hoping for some since the of the new change and year "test". None was given. This was a mental challenge for me. It took 2 hours for me to fall asleep. Thoughts were dancing in my head. I wanted this, and asked for it. I told her I did not expect anything and it was up to her. The short time I have been in seems different than any before. Will it be this way the whole year? When I get to use the strap on for her, will it be the same?
As I relaxed and my sexual frustration lowered, I was happy, knowing I wanted this. I know my mental state and sexual state will be a roller coaster this year. It will be interesting to read back at the end of the year and also see where things end up.