[ Kept4her ] My journey into chastity.
Posted: Fri Aug 17, 2012 5:26 pm
I have been interested in some form of kink for as long as I have been sexually energized. However, I found the woman of my dreams, married her and found that she is as Vanilla as you can get. Thus hitting a major road block with any sexual interest I might have.
It took years to open her up to anything other than the missionary position. I found the idea of chastity over 10 years ago. I found a CB2000 on ebay and bought it without telling her. I tested it and quickly found the love of chastity. But the love was lost quickly when it broke before I could even show her..... I took and found the curve online at the Miller site and took the chance to explain the idea to her. She was open to the idea and I quickly ordered the device.
Once it came in, she seemed pleased with the idea, I began to work the device kinks out and we came up with a livejournal that she could post to and I could discussing the device. Well, hit a wall again, she posted to her normal Vanilla journal accidentally and this shut her down. As I tried to smooth over the problem I found that the curve was just too big. So I tabled the idea for a while.
Then I ordered the CB3000 when it came out, and tried to get use to the device, I suggested that she could 'just hold the keys" for XXX time and then when the time was up, we could unlock it. Well, I found that I could easily slip out of the device so every night when the night erection happened I would just pull out and go back to sleep with it hanging off my balls, the morning would be a quick release and wear it during the day normal. This didn't work either of course.
I tried the CB6000 and Birdlocked both I could slip out of and both gave me skin rubbing issues. I saved up and dropped the hammer on a Neosteel belt. I measured a little wrong but not bad, but still could pull out..... Sold the belt to a friend which worked great for him.. BASTARD!! LOL>
Decided, PA,,, PA that's what I need for security. Got a PA, tried again with the birdlocked (still had it) but skin issues still there. Wife hasn't had anything to do with the chastity still since I can't make more than 2 - 4 days. Finally swung one last time at a PA5000. Things seemed good. Talked to the wife again, she had that look but agreed joking I would need the keys back in 3-5 days. Of course I ended up needing them, the PA5000 split. So I gave up...
I would read, search and hope that one day I could find a device that would work for me and be completely secure. Then I saw the looker 03. Seemed too good to be true. Months went by with me searching for issues, problems, yet didn't find any major issues. So, once again, I too a chance.....
This time before it came in I had sat the wife down and discussed the chance to try again. After all the years of trying and no success and interest she might have had was gone I thought. But I was surprised to hear she didn't mind trying again. With all the discussion of what I wanted to do and hoped she would do, she just said "IF it works, we will go from there". I couldn't ask for anything more.
It came in, I was shocked at the beauty of it. Of course it went right on, and out the door I went. Excited and a new device, I quickly found a issue with boxers and the PA shackle. It would slide back and forth in the cage and the tip of the penis would stick from time to time and "PINCH" the skin... OUCH!@@!@!
After finding tight briefs worked really well it was only day two or three and I went for the deep end. I gave up the keys, and my wife simply said "you can test that till the kids go to school". I thought about it, hmmm 30 days.... didn't think that long would be a test but "who to argue".
So that was the beginning only 17 days ago. Now I can happily say that things have gone wonderful with the device, the wife has noticed there has not been any problems where I needed to ask for the keys. And just earlier today she asked, "you still got your thing on" and I smiled and said "yeah, not like it is coming off without the keys".. She smiled and said "good to know and good to know it fits so well, no rush to find those keys".... My heart stopped, it hit me solid, I finally have reached where I have been fighting to be so long.
Now the journey really begins.... On the 30th, I will find out where it will start to take us....
It took years to open her up to anything other than the missionary position. I found the idea of chastity over 10 years ago. I found a CB2000 on ebay and bought it without telling her. I tested it and quickly found the love of chastity. But the love was lost quickly when it broke before I could even show her..... I took and found the curve online at the Miller site and took the chance to explain the idea to her. She was open to the idea and I quickly ordered the device.
Once it came in, she seemed pleased with the idea, I began to work the device kinks out and we came up with a livejournal that she could post to and I could discussing the device. Well, hit a wall again, she posted to her normal Vanilla journal accidentally and this shut her down. As I tried to smooth over the problem I found that the curve was just too big. So I tabled the idea for a while.
Then I ordered the CB3000 when it came out, and tried to get use to the device, I suggested that she could 'just hold the keys" for XXX time and then when the time was up, we could unlock it. Well, I found that I could easily slip out of the device so every night when the night erection happened I would just pull out and go back to sleep with it hanging off my balls, the morning would be a quick release and wear it during the day normal. This didn't work either of course.
I tried the CB6000 and Birdlocked both I could slip out of and both gave me skin rubbing issues. I saved up and dropped the hammer on a Neosteel belt. I measured a little wrong but not bad, but still could pull out..... Sold the belt to a friend which worked great for him.. BASTARD!! LOL>
Decided, PA,,, PA that's what I need for security. Got a PA, tried again with the birdlocked (still had it) but skin issues still there. Wife hasn't had anything to do with the chastity still since I can't make more than 2 - 4 days. Finally swung one last time at a PA5000. Things seemed good. Talked to the wife again, she had that look but agreed joking I would need the keys back in 3-5 days. Of course I ended up needing them, the PA5000 split. So I gave up...
I would read, search and hope that one day I could find a device that would work for me and be completely secure. Then I saw the looker 03. Seemed too good to be true. Months went by with me searching for issues, problems, yet didn't find any major issues. So, once again, I too a chance.....
This time before it came in I had sat the wife down and discussed the chance to try again. After all the years of trying and no success and interest she might have had was gone I thought. But I was surprised to hear she didn't mind trying again. With all the discussion of what I wanted to do and hoped she would do, she just said "IF it works, we will go from there". I couldn't ask for anything more.
It came in, I was shocked at the beauty of it. Of course it went right on, and out the door I went. Excited and a new device, I quickly found a issue with boxers and the PA shackle. It would slide back and forth in the cage and the tip of the penis would stick from time to time and "PINCH" the skin... OUCH!@@!@!
After finding tight briefs worked really well it was only day two or three and I went for the deep end. I gave up the keys, and my wife simply said "you can test that till the kids go to school". I thought about it, hmmm 30 days.... didn't think that long would be a test but "who to argue".
So that was the beginning only 17 days ago. Now I can happily say that things have gone wonderful with the device, the wife has noticed there has not been any problems where I needed to ask for the keys. And just earlier today she asked, "you still got your thing on" and I smiled and said "yeah, not like it is coming off without the keys".. She smiled and said "good to know and good to know it fits so well, no rush to find those keys".... My heart stopped, it hit me solid, I finally have reached where I have been fighting to be so long.
Now the journey really begins.... On the 30th, I will find out where it will start to take us....