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Eager with anticipation and hoping that my eagerness is justified. Working from home and tired. Woke to a powerful one and simultaneously agonising cramp in my left leg, which made me leap out of bed. Both situations have settled down now. Emmi's decided that it's warm enough in the house to wander ...

Remember, if you can do a week you can do a month... Is that really the case? Can you go straight in to longer periods, from zero, without building up to it gradually? As a locked male I know you don't get to choose but my KH is aiming to build up the length of time spent locked. Still regard mysel...

And tonight is the 16th night, what I hope is the last. Still no confirmation or otherwise from Darling Emm. She's keeping that information strictly to herself until the last. So pleased that I've not gained any more penalty days. I am hopeful that tomorrow will be the day of the unlocking and when ...

Mr Pickle wrote: ↑Wed May 08, 2024 9:29 am Choices. It's a kindeness right? I think sometimes a Keyholder chooses to give that choice. Just to see you squirm.

Arghh!
Don't remind me!

Feeling rather better tonight.
Tired but relaxed and hopeful.
We'll be settling down to sleep soon.

I know I'll wake in the night and there's already something going on inside the Nub, but I'm determined to cope with it. Maybe even enjoy it as I've been advised to do.

Yesterday I wrote that I had felt rather messed up in my mind. Today I realised that it was quite a bad day, surviving chastity wise anyway. In other respects it was a lovely relaxing day with Emmi. But back to chastity, I was in a strange mindset a) coping with 'Kneel' commands, b) over-thinking th...

Technically 4 but only 2 of those really count. The other 2 are from a few years ago when an attempt at chastity didn't really work for us. Out of the remaining 2, only 1 is used. The other, a CB6000S, turned out to be not right for us. So 1 left. Worn 24/7 and so far very successfully. A 3D Cobra N...

Some nights have been relatively easy, making me think that I'm used to this now. Then last night, awake at 1am with a raging hard on, 2am and 4am... Becoming unusually uncomfortable with powerful erections that refuse to go away. Why are some nights so different from others? I don't know. One posit...

Mr Pickle wrote: ↑Mon May 06, 2024 4:19 pm impossible decisions

Oh jeesh...
Instantly hard at 1am all of a sudden.
(a), (b), (c), or (d) ?

Definitely not (e)

(e) would do for right now though, if only....

Oh what a day. My mind is truly messed up with waiting and thinking about the choice (of how to come) that Emmi raised. Will she really make me decide when the time comes 'in a few more nights'? Then there was a 'kneel' with a new twist. After she was satisfied and moved away, I went to get up and s...