Chastity and 'The Community' Cult
(This is a fictional story, I read the forums guidelines and I believe I'm not breaking any rules)
Karen, my wife, is stunning. Physically beautiful, she has a great personality and is really 'out of my league', and I was lucky that she decided to go out with me after a painful breakup with Mike, her college boyfriend. We married pretty young at 20, been married 15 years, and get along pretty well other than our sex life was sporadic and we couldn't have children. We both were submissive, so there was never a conflict between us, although I had a hard time getting better at the religious life she has pursued.
We've been seven years with 'The Community'. At the beginning, I was pretty critical of my wife's interest but not being a dominant force I saw Karen get involved and she later involved me more and more. I didn't bother as they were remote so I would only see them once a year, in a retreat. I saw how 'The Community' filled a void in our lives, made us 'belong' and gave us a growing path. It was three years ago that I finally 'broke' in a retreat and followed-up with adopting their strict way of life, which included daily meditations (hypnosis) and rituals that keep us all aligned. As sex was not a strength in our marriage (we did it around once per month), I underestimated the power of The Community when in 'Direction' sessions they asked us to start living in total abstinence/chastity, as they required two years ago. In some remote but life-changing sessions, our Directors talked to both of us and convinced us that the way to 'evolve' was by us fully adopting a Master/slave relationship, with Karen becoming dominant and me being the slave. They instructed us in the specifics of wearing a cage and changing our dynamics. Chastity had me constantly on the edge and made me extremely submissive to my Queen (as I now call my wife 24/7) and to our Leaders, and has given me a big energy to take all chores and remote Community activities with unprecedented love and enjoyment. The meditation and hypnosis has worked marvels changing my identity to that of a willing slave.
As prepared by our Leaders, we would take a permanent chastity and community vows. My Queen will be doing her vows in a bride's white dress, and our vow ceremony will be the first time i'd be as a slave (naked except for a collar and a chastity cage) in public. By now, it feels really natural that way. We both have been dreaming and looking forward to openly and completely follow our Leaders and swear permanent alliance to them and a life-long abstinence for our development in The Community.
Chastity and 'The Community' Cult
Chapter 2 - Chasity conversion
Chasity conversion
We know many people would consider permanent chastity with pain, but for Queen and myself it was a thought of belonging, of joy, of reaching a goal. Queen Karen has been totally transformed in her 7 years, from a confused 'what-do-i-do-with-life' young-wife to a very happy, busy and focused leader; we don't keep that many friends, but people is always surprised on how assertive and confident she has become. She has always been a natural beauty, but it's like she developed a 'purpose' and now uses her beauty and intelligence as weapons.
My road to chastity was bumpy but worth it. I didn't notice it but it all started with that first retreat she went to. She came back ultra happy, and she immediately incorporated changes in her life. She spent lots of time listening to audios, with a headset attached pretty much all day. It was hard to get mad at her, as she started using these semi-transparent loose clothes that nicely revealed some of her features: rounded breasts, beautiful nipples, amazing side-boobs and curves. Yes, it was annoying she would start talking about this or that 'Community' thing all time but it was super sexy to have her around in these beautiful goddess-like clothing. I started to be really hard around her, to the point of masturbating while we slept together as she seemed deeply asleep with a headset. I felt constantly stimulated by her presence, and our intimacy picked up but it was mostly about cuddling and kissing, the difference was that now we'd get naked. Soon she developed some language', so she would give me 'her gifts' and i would grow and give her 'my energy' as she was the only good and righteous recipient for it. She tried to get me to see her lessons some times, but i was just not interested much; despite her wishes, months later i excused myself (citing work reasons) for going to the annual retreat and used those days for furious masturbation and feeding my increasing porn addiction.
She kept growing in her Community. We faced a mini-crisis for my porn habits, and increased our making-up but sex stayed constant about once a month. I tried to learn more, and went by herself more years, each coming back more committed. At some point, i finally accepted and went to a retreat but I was reluctant and blocked. The group we went to had around 100 people and I'd say it was only around 7 guys, including one leader; we were around 25 new members, only 3 guys, but i never got to talk to them. Karen and i were mostly around women and sat with 1 or 2 'converted' couples where husbands seem really happy and tried to convince me of all the goodness. It is then that they introduced the 'chastity belt' that converted husbands wore. I knew chastity from porn, and I was indeed attracted to it, being used to be 'on the edge' for Karen & porn without much release. My first day with it i was uncomfortable but it was hard to be mad around all these beautiful women. Unfortunately, i 'failed' my tests: i wasn't open to 'receive the gift' as they called this rite of falling in trance when someone imposes his/her hands on you. i saw many before me falling asleep at the touch, and they were carried to the side of the floor where they stayed 'enlightened' for some time. i was just aware and afraid of mind-controlling techniques and when feeling the touch i just hardened my body and didn't feel anything so I didn't fall; i tried again later with the same results. On one side, my intelligence was stopping me from falling, on the other i felt ashamed for not being able to be as others. So i just spent some time around, seeing many beautiful women get wild and plenty of flesh/boobs around. They sent me to a dark room and I felt horny as women touched me (it's all a blurry memory) but nothing changed.
Coming back after the retreat, Queen Karen (as she was to be called from then on) was upset with my resistance. There was another 'crisis' as she wouldn't talk to me but insisted i kept the chastity cage. She suggested the coming retreat was my last opportunity or she would divorce. I had days where I was upset with The Community and some days I cooperated, but the worst came around 6 months after the retreat. I just was fed-up with the mind-control stuff and called Karen out on it and stopped using the cage. She distanced from me, suggesting we were heading for divorce. My porn addiction unleashed uncontrollably, I felt it started to control me; I saw all kinds of fetishes and even started watching satanic rites and weird stuff I was never drawn into. I had very livid wild dreams. It was my lowest point, I felt something broke inside me. I slowly came back apologizing to Queen Karen and confessing porn was out of control. I was voluntarily caged again, and was more open to my Queen about my porn addiction and all the fetishes. She didn't seem that upset for a previously very religious person, and indeed said we could 'channel' the porn and fetishes for my growth, so we had some interesting mix of stuff, where she allowed/encouraged me to watch porn and get 'wild days' as long as i was totally transparent to her. I opened myself totally, it felt really good not being on the hide all time. I was a collection of fetishes: boobs, nipples, feet, femdom, trans, feminization, armpits, bdsm, chastity, cuckolding, you name it. She was receptive and said we could use those to fuel my conversion but i needed to stay cooperative and in chastity; i agreed. i was happy and felt more united to Queen Karen than ever.
Four months before the retreat i started getting into 'The Community' teachings. Almost all my free time was devoted to that, with constant talks to Queen Karen about sex, porn, fetishes keeping me in line and indeed motivated. I still had a good amount of porn, but it felt great as it had a 'purpose'. She guided me to make an effort to stay caged until after the retreat, to stop having sex for these months: I accepted. One month before the retreat, Queen Karen got me a HUGE surprise: her guide, an extremely attractive woman (I loved her face and boobs), came to help with my issues. She seemed very natural and accepted my addictions an fetishes as something natural. She showed me how to use those fetishes for my growth. There i was, with Queen's full permission, in my own house with a beautiful woman naked letting me admire her boobs, her armpits, worship her feet, as long as i kept under chastity and use them as a motivation for growth. She guided me to kiss Her feet and worship Her. I just loved loved loved all changes my chastity brought into my life. As she left, i really felt i was living the best time of my life, and i kept worshiping and loving Queen Karen and going full-time with my learning.
My second retreat was a complete success. Right off the bat i was open to learn, and treasured the talks even with the (few) husbands. Little i knew that being compliant gave me access to assist in Teachings where all women were naked or almost naked. My cage wanted to explode but somehow all that was secondary. I really was enjoying being there. i fully apologized to the Leaders about my past behavior, and promised to do my best to get into The Community, and i couldn't stop telling Queen Karen how awesome our Leaders were. This time i eagerly went to the main ceremony and when my time arrived, i received 'the gift' as i felt Our Leader's touch and disconnected: i felt a discharge, a ray of light filling my body, an immense pleasure followed by the warmth of arms carrying me. Someone caressed my face and nose and my senses became acute: the smell was ecstasy and the images were heaven. i felt smiling and waking up, and then was in the middle of this room full of naked women, everybody touching and kissing each other. i couldn't tell who was who, all i felt was bodies and people kissing and touching me randomly. i thought all men were caged but i was pretty sure in the darkness and smoke i saw Queen Karen screaming of pleasure while being fucked. i was grabbed by my collar by a woman i thought i'd seen and felt the need to fuck this beauty: i pumped and desperately tried to get my cage inside Her; i remember she was laughing and signaled me to use my mouth to lick Her. For some reason to this day i still keep this mental image of these wonderful big breasts followed by me trying to pump into this beautiful pussy; it's just tattooed in my mind how inadequate that was.
The day after was a blur.There was a welcoming ceremony and i was accepted as an aspiring member of 'The Community'. i signed a Code of Conduct, values, principles, etc. Queen Karen then asked if i was ready to sign Financials and she said: "we are"; i knew i did NOT want to disappoint Her this time. We were driven out of the retreat to sign lots of forms, a full packet in front of a Notary, who asked us and recorded us saying we were aware of the financial implications of each document, which i confirmed and pretended i knew without knowing. i just wanted to quickly go through it and came back to the retreat. After that i just remember feeling devastated while hugging everybody good-bye. There was time to candidly talk to some members and i was mostly congratulated for becoming aspirant of The Community. The last activity was this line full of hugs and love and friendship. By then i didn't really asked or care what we were going to do. i was getting good about just following the motions without asking. When it was our turn, Queen Karen and myself went through the door. Through a curtain, i saw naked people prostrated in the floor and i got the idea our Leaders were there. Without words (given a Queen's signal), i followed Her in getting naked and at some point walked behind Her. Prostrating before our Leaders was such a liberating experience. They pronounced some words, some in another language. i felt someone put a leash on my collar, and guided me to kneel and face Our Leaders and Queen Karen from a distance. At some signal, Queen Karen moved to worship our F-Leader (female), first by kissing Her feet then Her Knee, then Her vaginal area (over the clothes), each after some reading i didn't understand. At some point everything stopped and more words were exchanged. Formally, Queen Karen used some other language to say 'yes' or 'i do' and our F-Leader discovered Her breast. Ceremoniously, Queen Karen latched onto our F-Leaders breast for a good couple of minutes, until F-Leader moved Queen's head back and softly kissed Her good bye. A similar rite was followed, but now with Queen Karen under M-Leader, that ended up with Queen Karen worshipping our Male-Leader's penis. My chastity cage was exploding, i felt SO happy for Her, for us. As Queen was dismissed with a warm hug by M-Leader, She silently walked towards my handler and we moved to another room. i was shown a page entitled 'Bonding kiss' that said i was about to be bound to our Leaders through my Queen. Queen then smiled and deeply kissed me, and i felt our Leader's aroma, my cage exploding with Happiness. Queen then (still silently) deeply kissed my other guide (i realized it was Ms. Victoria) and then She followed by guiding me to kiss Ms. Victoria's feet and knees and Vagina before kissing Her ring that indicated a high-ranking in the Community.
We went home back as newlyweds. i went fully into 'The Community' way of life, which controlled the way we sleep, eat (including 'the pills'), talk and behave, and is full of Teachings and activities. Some days or weeks, if guided by 'The Community', i barely talked to Queen Karen. But regularly we'd have such the opposite: a total transparency of thoughts/desires. i'd say some days Chastity was hard but i knew deeply inside me i didn't want to give up. Besides, i learned we had signed all our finances away, but that didn't bother me much. My goal in life for the following years was to become a full Member of The Community and prepare for my permanent vows during the following years.
We know many people would consider permanent chastity with pain, but for Queen and myself it was a thought of belonging, of joy, of reaching a goal. Queen Karen has been totally transformed in her 7 years, from a confused 'what-do-i-do-with-life' young-wife to a very happy, busy and focused leader; we don't keep that many friends, but people is always surprised on how assertive and confident she has become. She has always been a natural beauty, but it's like she developed a 'purpose' and now uses her beauty and intelligence as weapons.
My road to chastity was bumpy but worth it. I didn't notice it but it all started with that first retreat she went to. She came back ultra happy, and she immediately incorporated changes in her life. She spent lots of time listening to audios, with a headset attached pretty much all day. It was hard to get mad at her, as she started using these semi-transparent loose clothes that nicely revealed some of her features: rounded breasts, beautiful nipples, amazing side-boobs and curves. Yes, it was annoying she would start talking about this or that 'Community' thing all time but it was super sexy to have her around in these beautiful goddess-like clothing. I started to be really hard around her, to the point of masturbating while we slept together as she seemed deeply asleep with a headset. I felt constantly stimulated by her presence, and our intimacy picked up but it was mostly about cuddling and kissing, the difference was that now we'd get naked. Soon she developed some language', so she would give me 'her gifts' and i would grow and give her 'my energy' as she was the only good and righteous recipient for it. She tried to get me to see her lessons some times, but i was just not interested much; despite her wishes, months later i excused myself (citing work reasons) for going to the annual retreat and used those days for furious masturbation and feeding my increasing porn addiction.
She kept growing in her Community. We faced a mini-crisis for my porn habits, and increased our making-up but sex stayed constant about once a month. I tried to learn more, and went by herself more years, each coming back more committed. At some point, i finally accepted and went to a retreat but I was reluctant and blocked. The group we went to had around 100 people and I'd say it was only around 7 guys, including one leader; we were around 25 new members, only 3 guys, but i never got to talk to them. Karen and i were mostly around women and sat with 1 or 2 'converted' couples where husbands seem really happy and tried to convince me of all the goodness. It is then that they introduced the 'chastity belt' that converted husbands wore. I knew chastity from porn, and I was indeed attracted to it, being used to be 'on the edge' for Karen & porn without much release. My first day with it i was uncomfortable but it was hard to be mad around all these beautiful women. Unfortunately, i 'failed' my tests: i wasn't open to 'receive the gift' as they called this rite of falling in trance when someone imposes his/her hands on you. i saw many before me falling asleep at the touch, and they were carried to the side of the floor where they stayed 'enlightened' for some time. i was just aware and afraid of mind-controlling techniques and when feeling the touch i just hardened my body and didn't feel anything so I didn't fall; i tried again later with the same results. On one side, my intelligence was stopping me from falling, on the other i felt ashamed for not being able to be as others. So i just spent some time around, seeing many beautiful women get wild and plenty of flesh/boobs around. They sent me to a dark room and I felt horny as women touched me (it's all a blurry memory) but nothing changed.
Coming back after the retreat, Queen Karen (as she was to be called from then on) was upset with my resistance. There was another 'crisis' as she wouldn't talk to me but insisted i kept the chastity cage. She suggested the coming retreat was my last opportunity or she would divorce. I had days where I was upset with The Community and some days I cooperated, but the worst came around 6 months after the retreat. I just was fed-up with the mind-control stuff and called Karen out on it and stopped using the cage. She distanced from me, suggesting we were heading for divorce. My porn addiction unleashed uncontrollably, I felt it started to control me; I saw all kinds of fetishes and even started watching satanic rites and weird stuff I was never drawn into. I had very livid wild dreams. It was my lowest point, I felt something broke inside me. I slowly came back apologizing to Queen Karen and confessing porn was out of control. I was voluntarily caged again, and was more open to my Queen about my porn addiction and all the fetishes. She didn't seem that upset for a previously very religious person, and indeed said we could 'channel' the porn and fetishes for my growth, so we had some interesting mix of stuff, where she allowed/encouraged me to watch porn and get 'wild days' as long as i was totally transparent to her. I opened myself totally, it felt really good not being on the hide all time. I was a collection of fetishes: boobs, nipples, feet, femdom, trans, feminization, armpits, bdsm, chastity, cuckolding, you name it. She was receptive and said we could use those to fuel my conversion but i needed to stay cooperative and in chastity; i agreed. i was happy and felt more united to Queen Karen than ever.
Four months before the retreat i started getting into 'The Community' teachings. Almost all my free time was devoted to that, with constant talks to Queen Karen about sex, porn, fetishes keeping me in line and indeed motivated. I still had a good amount of porn, but it felt great as it had a 'purpose'. She guided me to make an effort to stay caged until after the retreat, to stop having sex for these months: I accepted. One month before the retreat, Queen Karen got me a HUGE surprise: her guide, an extremely attractive woman (I loved her face and boobs), came to help with my issues. She seemed very natural and accepted my addictions an fetishes as something natural. She showed me how to use those fetishes for my growth. There i was, with Queen's full permission, in my own house with a beautiful woman naked letting me admire her boobs, her armpits, worship her feet, as long as i kept under chastity and use them as a motivation for growth. She guided me to kiss Her feet and worship Her. I just loved loved loved all changes my chastity brought into my life. As she left, i really felt i was living the best time of my life, and i kept worshiping and loving Queen Karen and going full-time with my learning.
My second retreat was a complete success. Right off the bat i was open to learn, and treasured the talks even with the (few) husbands. Little i knew that being compliant gave me access to assist in Teachings where all women were naked or almost naked. My cage wanted to explode but somehow all that was secondary. I really was enjoying being there. i fully apologized to the Leaders about my past behavior, and promised to do my best to get into The Community, and i couldn't stop telling Queen Karen how awesome our Leaders were. This time i eagerly went to the main ceremony and when my time arrived, i received 'the gift' as i felt Our Leader's touch and disconnected: i felt a discharge, a ray of light filling my body, an immense pleasure followed by the warmth of arms carrying me. Someone caressed my face and nose and my senses became acute: the smell was ecstasy and the images were heaven. i felt smiling and waking up, and then was in the middle of this room full of naked women, everybody touching and kissing each other. i couldn't tell who was who, all i felt was bodies and people kissing and touching me randomly. i thought all men were caged but i was pretty sure in the darkness and smoke i saw Queen Karen screaming of pleasure while being fucked. i was grabbed by my collar by a woman i thought i'd seen and felt the need to fuck this beauty: i pumped and desperately tried to get my cage inside Her; i remember she was laughing and signaled me to use my mouth to lick Her. For some reason to this day i still keep this mental image of these wonderful big breasts followed by me trying to pump into this beautiful pussy; it's just tattooed in my mind how inadequate that was.
The day after was a blur.There was a welcoming ceremony and i was accepted as an aspiring member of 'The Community'. i signed a Code of Conduct, values, principles, etc. Queen Karen then asked if i was ready to sign Financials and she said: "we are"; i knew i did NOT want to disappoint Her this time. We were driven out of the retreat to sign lots of forms, a full packet in front of a Notary, who asked us and recorded us saying we were aware of the financial implications of each document, which i confirmed and pretended i knew without knowing. i just wanted to quickly go through it and came back to the retreat. After that i just remember feeling devastated while hugging everybody good-bye. There was time to candidly talk to some members and i was mostly congratulated for becoming aspirant of The Community. The last activity was this line full of hugs and love and friendship. By then i didn't really asked or care what we were going to do. i was getting good about just following the motions without asking. When it was our turn, Queen Karen and myself went through the door. Through a curtain, i saw naked people prostrated in the floor and i got the idea our Leaders were there. Without words (given a Queen's signal), i followed Her in getting naked and at some point walked behind Her. Prostrating before our Leaders was such a liberating experience. They pronounced some words, some in another language. i felt someone put a leash on my collar, and guided me to kneel and face Our Leaders and Queen Karen from a distance. At some signal, Queen Karen moved to worship our F-Leader (female), first by kissing Her feet then Her Knee, then Her vaginal area (over the clothes), each after some reading i didn't understand. At some point everything stopped and more words were exchanged. Formally, Queen Karen used some other language to say 'yes' or 'i do' and our F-Leader discovered Her breast. Ceremoniously, Queen Karen latched onto our F-Leaders breast for a good couple of minutes, until F-Leader moved Queen's head back and softly kissed Her good bye. A similar rite was followed, but now with Queen Karen under M-Leader, that ended up with Queen Karen worshipping our Male-Leader's penis. My chastity cage was exploding, i felt SO happy for Her, for us. As Queen was dismissed with a warm hug by M-Leader, She silently walked towards my handler and we moved to another room. i was shown a page entitled 'Bonding kiss' that said i was about to be bound to our Leaders through my Queen. Queen then smiled and deeply kissed me, and i felt our Leader's aroma, my cage exploding with Happiness. Queen then (still silently) deeply kissed my other guide (i realized it was Ms. Victoria) and then She followed by guiding me to kiss Ms. Victoria's feet and knees and Vagina before kissing Her ring that indicated a high-ranking in the Community.
We went home back as newlyweds. i went fully into 'The Community' way of life, which controlled the way we sleep, eat (including 'the pills'), talk and behave, and is full of Teachings and activities. Some days or weeks, if guided by 'The Community', i barely talked to Queen Karen. But regularly we'd have such the opposite: a total transparency of thoughts/desires. i'd say some days Chastity was hard but i knew deeply inside me i didn't want to give up. Besides, i learned we had signed all our finances away, but that didn't bother me much. My goal in life for the following years was to become a full Member of The Community and prepare for my permanent vows during the following years.
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