[luckylocked] Starting to get serious

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[luckylocked] Starting to get serious

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I keep wanting to post little things that we are discovering in this journey so here is probably the right place to do it. We have been together for 22 years and married 19, 2 kids and a pretty normal life. I have my kinks which my wife has always known about and we had played some before the kids came along but then it all sort of fizzled out. We had good vanilla sex but I was definitely looking for something more.

I was spending a lot of time on the net looking at porn and various kinks and became more and more interested in chastity. Eventually I bit the bullet and bought a CB6000, not knowing if or when I would ever get to use it. I hinted that I had one and she wasn't revolted by the idea but didn't really ask me anything about it so it sat in the draw and we just carried on.

One night we went to a great party and had a bit too much to drink. We came home and I gave her a great orgasm and she was too tipsy to carry on. I suggested that she would feel terrible tomorrow and wouldn't it be nice to just lock me up and have a personal assistant for the day so she could rest and recover. I am not sure if she remembers saying yes, as the next afternoon after a full day of pampering she was a little surprised by the plastic under my shorts.

The device was accepted and it stayed on for the rest of the day and then we had great sex that night. It came off and went back in the draw with not much else conversation. We basically had a repeat performance of this about two weeks later, but this time she let me keep it on for a few days. She did comment that I was more attentive and how she enjoyed it, but again, once it was off there was no more discussion.

Our anniversary came around, and I showered her with gifts including a sexy new dress and new heels. We went out for dinner and when we got home I gave her a great orgasm. When she asked me what I wanted for my present, thinking I would ask for a blowjob, I asked her if she would lock me up for a week and keep the key. I could see she was a little hesitant but she agreed, had me lock up and then kissed me on the cheek and off to sleep.

Well, to cut a long story short a week turned into two and then turned into a month. We had a lot of fun, she had a lot of orgasms and didn't do a whole lot of chores. I was denied but did a lot of topping from the bottom and then the game finished when we had to go overseas.

Then we had four weeks off and I bought it up again. She said she did enjoy it but the topping had to stop. We were going to do things at her pace if we were going to play again. I agreed to that and we locked up. That was 26 days ago.

Well this lockup has been a completely different experience. The first long stretch she confessed she felt guilty about all the effort I was putting in and that she felt it was a 'fake' experience. She wasn't really happy telling me what to do and wasn't sure if she was a dom. (she is, just hadn't admitted it).

After I suggested she look at the bulge in my cage when I was telling her how much I enjoyed being her sub she settled in to the role a lot better. She became quite happy to sit on the sofa and talk to me whilst I cook, clean, wash dishes, do laundry and whatever else needs to be done. Over the last 26 days this is now 2nd nature to her and she has absolutely no guilt and even leaves things just lying where they drop knowing I will run behind her and put them away.

Her peak for me was when she went to the theater with one of her friends. She dressed so sexy and made me strap her heels on for her. She then relaxed with a glass of wine to wait for her ride whilst I ran around doing the nightly kids dinner bath etc just dangling her foot and giving me very coy little looks. I walked over to show a little affection and she very bluntly told me to get back to work. I was so freakin horny having this beautiful lady totally deny me and tease the crap out of me and she knew it. As she went out she whispered in my ear that the house had better be perfect when she got home or I would be denied helping her undress for bed. The house was perfect when she returned at 1am and I was straining at the cage to be allowed to service her. Thank god she let me as I was a mess of desire and craved being able to please her.

The next big break through was a week later after I had been at a boys lunch. I called her at about 4 and she said she was happy if I wanted to stay on, but there might be a nice surprise if I came home. Any thoughts of pissing the afternoon away were gone and I arranged to meet her on her bus home. I got on the bus and we had a chat and then she asked me if I was ready for my surprise. Like an eager puppy I couldn't wait to find out. Then straight out of her vanilla mouth came the words, "You're gonna be my bitch tonight! You will do all of the household chores when we get home, cook me a beautiful dinner, clean up and when you are not doing something you are to be at my feet massaging them. If you do well you will be allowed to please me."

I couldn't believe she was so into this and it was a sensational night. I cooked, cleaned and did all my normal routine, but sitting at her feet and then giving her an hour and a half long foot massage while she read magazines and shopped online just sent me nuts.

We had a long talk last night, which is why I am posting this and she explained some realities to me. She said whilst she realizes that the device and lack of orgasm does create different feelings she doesn't think they are fake anymore. We kind of agreed that the CB is like an amplifier for my sub desires and her dominant ones. She loves the intimacy and kissing and cuddling as well as the occasional ultra strict dominance she has displayed. She especially made a point of telling me that I am a much happier person when I am locked up and that it was good for me, and that she really is a dominant and assertive woman and would like to remain that way for as long as this lasts.

That gets me to the highlight and also the scary part for me. I had initially suggested that we try and last as long as the last lock up. She asked me last night if I was comfortable, having changed from the 6000 to the 6000s which is way more comfortable for me. It doesn't feel like it is slipping off/out all the time. I alsoo find it very easy to clean with a 20ml syringe and soapy water and cue tips, passing the sniff test every time. She asked me to take it off to do an inspection and I complied. Barring up immediately she got a good look at all of my bits and satisfied herself that all was okay and asked me to go and lock up again, but to not fasten the lock.

After a bit if an argument with my fella and an ice pack, I wrestled it back in and presented with the lock open. She asked me to look her in the eyes and as she snapped the lock shut she told me that the keys will be properly hidden this time, there is no emergency key and that there will be be no orgasms this year. Misbehavior will result in added weeks not days. Holding her gaze my cock swelled again. Is this really what you want my love? she asked. I couldn't help myself. I blurted out a yes mistress and she smiled, slapped me on the ass and sent me off to get her a cup of tea.

My feelings are so bizarre now. I have secretly always wanted her to take control, but now that she has I am also very conscious of still being her man. She insists that I am and I believe her. She also really is happy being dominant. I can tell when she is uncomfortable about something and the last few days she has had an air of absolute content about her. I love her so much and I love where we are being taken. Now I just have to get my concentration back because the work will not wait. Hopefully I have it off my chest now but I will be sure to keep you posted.

BTW. She did talk me into getting a puppy. We have always had dogs but were having a break but it was inevitable we would get a new one. I have been able to resist until now but buckled last night. (before the talk) After the talk she asked me if i was sure and I think I still have enough presence of mind to make those decisions but who knows. Anyway, its all worth it.

Bye now.
Last edited by luckylocked on Sun Nov 25, 2012 6:55 pm, edited 1 time in total.
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Re: [luckylocked] Starting to get serious

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A short post to get a few things off my mind and back to work. We are continuing to have a really great time and I am loving watching a beautiful dominant lady emerge who is guiding me in this journey now. When we started this I had my ideas of what I would like her to have me do and do to me. I think this is a typical attitude at the beginning of wishing all of our desires are met.

What has emerged is a pretty different reality. Our life is moving at pretty much the same pace as before. All important decisions are discussed, I manage the finances and we carry on as a normal couple. From the outside nobody would notice a change other than we cuddle and kiss a lot when we are out and about. I asked to be responsible for all the mundane daily chores and as I have discussed before, first go round she felt guilty but this go she sees that it makes me happy and if she wishes to do chores, she picks something that has maybe been put off for a while or is more project oriented.

I had a real revelation last night though as to just how comfortable she is getting in this role. I had complained to her that I was feeling a bit beat from a busy day and was going home early to relax before the kids got home. No probs there, I had a good half hour and still managed to get everything underway. The evening went pretty normally and when she arrived home with the kids the house was beautiful, laundry all done and dinner on the stove. After dinner though I was taking the plates to the kitchen and she asked if I wanted her to pause the tv whilst I did the dishes. I told her no, I am not doing them now, I'll do them after the show. As I sat down she engaged me quite sternly and said, but you are doing them. It was a very clear command and was not done in jest.

That's when it really dawned on me that this is real. My cock is locked, she has the key, I am helpless to resist her and she absolutely knows and loves it. It might be a tiny thing, but it was the first feeling of complete submission I have felt. In bed I told her about this and about how I hadn't expected this to happen and how thrilled I am that it has. I have to keep pinching myself to make sure I am not dreaming. I remember a year ago we were talking about BDSM relationships and she said it was too hard to do with kids and it is really just a fantasy anyway. I reminded her of this and she just said, 'Well I was wrong wasn't I'

Getting back to my point, she is developing her very own style of dominance. I was hoping for hours of T&D sessions where as she told me she doesn't feel inclined to do that. I was very disappointed but then I realized this is about what she wants. She likes to give me frequent but short attention. She likes me to be continuously locked and to take the extra time each morning to stay clean. To her, me not having had any feeling other than plastic on my cock is an enormous turn on. She loves seeing it trying to break free and loves sending it up and down with gay abandon.

She also doesn't mind putting me through awkward situations. I didn't expect this. I was bringing in some laundry last weekend when we were away with another couple and as I walked past her she gave me a little tap on the bum and said 'good boy' in a very matter of fact tone. I don't know if our friend noticed but I am happy I kept walking as my cheeks were beet red and my cock bursting.

She has changed the image that comes up on my phone whenever she calls to a picture of her feet in heels with bright red toenails ( my absolute weakness, I love her in heels) . When she knows I am at lunch or at the pub she starts giving me missed calls so every time I look at my phone I know exactly who is in charge. Try explaining that to the boys when you leave your phone on the table!

This morning she was unhappy with me for some small reason that I cant even remember now because it was the first time she mentioned penalties and my brain turned to mush. I haven't wanted to push this as I promised not to top but it was like music to my ears. I asked her what sort of penalties and she just told me that she is thinking about what they will be but they won't be extra time as I appear to like being locked up and that would be a reward.

Anyway, enough for now. I am off to a lunch with an associate and need to concentrate on keeping my phone out of sight :)
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Things are going very well. I am now in unchartered waters and have been locked for 30 days. I have to say the feeling of chastity is still intense. I cracked my 6000s which I was kind of happy about because I could then crack it in two and put it back together properly, so I am glad that is out of the way.

Mrs K is finishing her monthly which is great because I am desperate to spend an hour or two worshiping her wonderful body which I have been assured will be happening. On that subject of periods (no play), we were chatting and I said thank god its nearly over, one down one to go, thinking that we were still on target for a new years release. She corrected me and said there are two to go and I did the math on that and said so that is the end of January. She just smiled. I think she is thinking she will keep me locked through the school holidays here in Oz to maximise her enjoyment. I don't know if she will go through with it, but it does excite the hell out of me so I think my fingers are crossed.

100 days is a nice round number which would put me at the 29th Jan so I will let her know and she can decide. (of course)

Trying to be careful not to be too needy but sometimes it is very hard. There are moments where my desire for her is too much and I just want to be as close to her body as possible. I know she thinks it is cute and funny, but when the kids are on her all day too, she can feel quite smothered. Thankfully, she is pretty good at telling me to go away and I am finding I am getting better at obeying her commands.

Enough for now.
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So I am coming out of the cage today. We are going away for the weekend to the beach. Forecast is sunny warm days, a nice surf rolling and long days spent in swimmers. On top of that, the house is quite small and the rooms are dorm style so there will be a lot of opportunity to be caught out. Basically too many kids around and in the interests of being sensible Mrs K has decided it is for the best.

I asked her to look after me and make sure I don't have an orgasm and she was great in her response. I definitely won't be having an orgasm, I will do my best to try and give her one every day and I will be safely locked away immediately on our return. What I noticed was that she was not only pretty matter of fact when she said it, but also emphatic. I think previously I would have been able to coax her around to giving me an O where as now I would have a snowballs chance in hell.

I am really noticing now that she is very comfortable being in charge. I think this may ultimately go further than I had thought. A month ago, if I was doing the laundry and she was close by she would pitch in and help hang, fold etc. Now she will stand next to me and talk to me about whatever but certainly won't lift a finger. She will even follow me around the house while I pack things away and occasionally give me little tips to make sure I am doing things right. I find this incredibly erotic as the submission is so complete in this scenario. We did both have a good laugh last night though when she asked me if I wanted a break from the dishes after dinner. I was just about to say I was fine when she chuckled and said as if. Bless her.

We discussed FLR and how it makes her feel. This is something that I don't want to happen entirely, ie I don't wish for my life to be micro managed and thankfully she has no wish to. She does not however want our life to return to the pre-chastity ways. She is very keen for us to find our sweet spot in this regard that will involve chastity on a long term basis. This term has been confirmed at three months minimum but I think she was hinting to me last night that after release I would be back in fairly quickly.

I basically confessed to her last night that I love how we are with this and that I also can't see any value in going back to our old ways and that I would happily "give you my penis forever". Her response was a big smile, a passionate kiss and then telling me she was very happy.

It's both terribly exciting and also a bit scary where we are headed but I have to confess, I love it to.
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So the weekend went well. Unlocked but no risk of orgasm. In fact I had two little tease sessions in the mornings which were lovely. Its funny how you can be unlocked and for the most part still feel like you are in chastity, but I must admit some of the feeling was lost and I was certainly a lot cheekier than when I am locked.

What surprised me is what happened when we returned. We had discussed making love that night and I was sure we were going to put a few condoms on my fella and she was going to ride me. I wasn't expecting an O but I was thinking she was in for a long play with free willy. When we had unpacked everything and were in the bedroom I asked her for confirmation I was allowed to stay out and she told me she would much prefer him locked and secure. You need to be reminded of who's in charge she told me. I was kind of shocked but obeyed her wishes and locked back up.

We fell back into role so quickly that I think it really is dawning on me what changes have occurred that I thought were not going to happen and how my feelings are different to what I expected. After our normal routine of dinner etc and me completing my chores, I was still hoping for a long session of lovemaking, albeit understanding I would be locked up. Instead she told me that I would be satisfying her to help her go to sleep. It was so frustrating but so erotic to do this for her. She didn't want a lot of foreplay, and wanted the big dildo. To feel her bear down on the long shaft of the dildo and take 8 inches of it (2 more than me) while I licked her to orgasm was thrilling. I cleaned up after her orgasm and snuggled in for a cuddle and started to chat. "Stop talking, I am going to sleep" was the stern reply.

I had left the key sitting on our dresser and when I checked this morning it was gone. It also wasn't in any of the places I know where she keeps it, and it was very apparent to me she was making an effort to make sure I didn't find it. So here I am sitting at work under absolutely no doubt that she is my keeper. She is in charge and I am facing the reality of being submissive to her and caring for her in a way I thought would never happen in out lifetime. I ponder that and ask myself do I love it or not, and I have to think, but the answer always comes back to yes.

I asked her on the weekend how many orgasms does she think I should have next year. She told me three. I balked and she just said "I can't believe how easily I said that". "So your serious about that?" I asked her and she just responded with an I don't know. The thing is, I REALLY don't know if she is serious or not and I am scared a bit that if she wanted me locked up for all of next year I would accept that as my fate.

I am waffling on here quite a bit, but she has indicated she might read it one day so I do want her to know how this evolved for me.

It is definitely a Be Careful what you wish for scenario playing out in our house and having now got this off my chest I am loving it.
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Mrs K told me to get a MM Jailbird for Christmas.

So happy.
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So we are going steel. We have actually ordered a steel device that is not custom, as I have broken my 6000s and it seams to keep cracking no matter how well I glue it back. As we are in Oz, and want to take a bit of time getting the MM Jailbird measurements right we decided to get a device called the San Quentin. I think it is also known as the Teaser.

We will try that for a while as I don't want to get another plastic device and the CB6000 is just too long. I have already emailed William at MM with my various questions and he was really quick in getting back to me, so I will play around for the next few weeks with this new metal one and then place the order. We really want to get it right first go as shipping back and forwards from Oz could be quite tedious.

Mrs K is so into this now. Any doubt I had about her enthusiasm has vanished completely. She is careful about purchases and I really didn't expect her to go along with this middle purchase in between getting the real thing. When I suggested it she basically said that I still have 60 days to go so I might as well have something on we can trust not to break. Plus she won't have to keep getting the key out for me to swap cages while I repair the 6Ks.

It was a real thrill to look for cages online with her. It also had me bursting from my cage and I was super keen to provide her with some pleasure. She thought it would be fun to deny me though and limited my attention to a backrub while she sniggered away and read her book. I tried to protest but was firmly told no so I just gave her a loving back rub. Lovely wife that she is, when she realised I had given in and wasn't trying to push her she rolled over and opened her legs for my eager tongue.

We talked about the thrill she gets from controlling me to the point of complete submission and then when I am allowed to pleasure her how funny she finds it when I thank her so genuinely and profusely for letting me please her. All the while, she didn't touch me once and yet I was so satisfied after she came.

What a strange mind fuck chastity can be.
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A quick update.

Firstly, feel free to comment as I know people are reading this but it occurred to me that maybe people don't comment on Journey's unless invited.

Today marks 50 days since I have had an orgasm. Mrs K has had too many to count. We have some new steel and it is a challenge with my small ball keeping it on, but we are sticking with it until we order the MM Jailbird. We have had a pretty busy Xmas run up, with parties and lunches etc and I was wondering if Mrs K would tell me it was all too busy and suggest coming out of chastity but no fear of that.

Instead, this weekend with 2 lunches and a Party she toyed with me all weekend. Friday night I was pretty tired after a long lunch and had just pulled the sheets over when she asked me what I was doing. "I didnt say you could go to bed" and handed me the foot cream. She then had me put on a TV show for her and instructed me through a foot massage for the next 45 minutes while she watched tele. I wasn't permitted to watch as she didn't want me distracted. She so totally knows now how to melt me and verbally teased the crap out of me the whole time.

As the kids were having a sleepover the next night so we could go to our party she lay there having her massage and playing with herself telling me how I would be wearing a sheer thong to the party and that seeing she had to wear high heels for the party, she wished for me to wear high heels for the following afternoon and then for serving her breakfast the next morning. I used to get off on heels, and partly still do, but they are really more of a pain in the foot than a turn on now, but being forced to wear them is still a big turn on just from the submission side.

The party was great and we had a ball. Without all the gory details I found myself on Sunday morning in a lace thong, steel chastity and a pair of red 5" heels serving her cups of tea, toast and fruit in between cleaning the house having not had an orgasm for 7 weeks.

She also loved how the steel looked through the sheer fabric of the thong and I said maybe I should get another pair as they are actually really comfortable and keep everything nice and snug. Get 7 she responded.
I guess I am saying goodbye to my briefs for a while.

When I first put on the CB6000 over 9 months ago now I did not in my wildest dreams imagine this is where we would end up. Any doubt now about how serious she is is gone and I am only left with wonder as to where we will end up. The 100 days has become 107 due to an infraction last week and I have been told that time, once added can never come off and that good behavior is rewarded by being allowed an O on the schedule date.

Bye.
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We were lying in bed this morning and had an interesting conversation. I had knicked myself shaving as the new g-strings she told me to get required a bit of manscaping. I had a bit of a sleepless night and suggested maybe I go free for the day and use the honour system. She told me she didn't trust the honour system but if I really needed to she would unlock me but was reluctant. That made me so horny and so I told her now I don't trust the honour system and we agreed I should stay locked.

I was giving her a cuddle and noticed that I was below her, snuggling under her neck resting my head on her arm. I had this flash realisation of just how in the bedroom we have completely swapped roles. I then felt a little insecure so I asked her for some reassurance that she was okay with this. Basically, are you happy to have a man who, in the bedroom is not overtly masculine in that kind of stereotypical blueprint but instead deeply infatuated by you and happy to be led. She absolutely assured my she was ecstatic with the new arrangement. It took me back to Saturday afternoon before the party we went to where I was putting my tongue to good use and she, in a moment of ecstasy, almost yelled how much she loved that I was so into her. We discussed it later that night and she told me it was a massive turn on to know that I love being with her so much.

So here I sit now at work very happy and chaste in my new sheer g-string that is holding my chastity very nicely and thinking I am the luckiest guy in the world.
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Re: [luckylocked] Starting to get serious

Post by TwistedMister »

I've never really been into cross-dressing, but I must say that your description of your wife's attitude and being required to wear a thong is somewhat arousing. Wouldn't want to be wearing heels though.

Just for the hell of it, after seeing some pictures of a guy in female underwear I tried putting on some women's things once but it didn't really do anything for me. However, I didn't set any limits against it (except for being visibly dressed out in the general public) because if Mrs. Twisted were to decide that she wanted something like that I didn't think it was appropriate to deny her, even if it didn't turn *me* on. Funny thing is, I suspect that if she had the right attitude and decided to force me to wear panties or a frilly french maid's outfit, it might be somewhat erotic, particularly the humiliation aspect...more so if she were to want to expose me to some female friends.

And I think you're right about comments- I don't respond as much to 'Journey' entries because I see them as something a little more private even though they are exposed to public view.
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